ext_279356 ([identity profile] fromherashes.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] moogle_workshop2011-11-11 10:29 pm

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I know I asked for prompts from some of you and then did this first, but it just sort of... happened that way.  I'm definitely working on at least drabbles for you guys, I promise!  :D  In the meanwhile, have some other fic!

This was written for a prompt in the dreamwidth community "fic_promptly".  The prompt was: Final Fantasy VI, Setzer/Celes, her singing voice

Username: fromherashes
Class: Monk
Title: Keen and Cold
Summary: The second time he hears her sing.
Characters/Pairings: Setzer/Celes
Word count: 1006
Rating/warnings: PG - for adult themes

The first time he hears her sing, he’s not even really paying attention.

She’s Maria to him then, a pretty little wisp of a girl that was nothing more substantial to him than air, something to amuse himself with, to while away the lonely hours until death.  She was the operatic heroine who he promised he would sweep away in suitably epic fashion and be-jewel in a mansion in the sky.  How could she help but be taken with him?  He was handsome when he wanted to be, despite the scars, and he caught her with fancy and stories and flattery and she would have been lovely, a pretty little bird, happy and sparkling in her cage.

He might have even loved her, eventually.

What he got, instead, was more ice than girl, more warrior than woman.  She was more beautiful than Maria, though they could have been sisters, but it wasn’t her face.  Here was a bird that would destroy any cage she was put in, and any jailer besides.  He hadn’t yet seen her fight, but she moved like a warrior, and when she slung her first spell, all shards and cold, he had to stop and gape at her.  Terra made sense to him.  Women, in his experience, were creatures of fire and emotion, and seeing her flare up and turn Esper was unsettlingly alien, but it didn’t disturb him half as much as watching Celes’ eyes when she killed.

They were always cold, empty.

Nothing, while they went after Kefka.  Nothing when the world fell around them.  Nothing when she found him again.  Even as she pleaded with him, she didn’t believe that they would be able to do it, to make it back to the sky, to find their friends.  There was nothing there.  She was just going forward because she didn’t want to turn around.  And in many ways, he understood.  He covered it better, so well that sometimes even he believed his own lies, but in the end, weren’t they the same?

And then, one night, after everyone else was in bed, asleep, he wandered up on deck and heard her sing.

He’d always sort of wondered how she’d pulled it off, back at the Opera House.  If she’d been a general her whole life, a swordswoman, a Magitek Knight, how could she have ever fooled anyone into thinking she was an opera star?  Seeing her now, he knew.  

She was standing on the bow of the ship, looking out over the sea, wreathed in a beautiful golden light and he could see the faintest impression of arms around her, female and as insubstantial as the wind.  It took him a moment to recognise what was happening as a strange form of casting, something he had only ever seen her do in the heat of battle.  Here, it looked like she was using the energy to surround herself in that glow, singing softly to herself.  He couldn’t hear the words, but he could hear the clear quality of her voice, and the sadness of the song.  An elegy.  She was singing an elegy.  He couldn’t stand it.  Not here, not now, not with the memory of Daryl hot around him like an engine.  

“Should have known you’d be able to do something like that,” he broke the mood, her thoughts, the song, as he crossed to her, and her annoyance and embarrassment at being interrupted made him feel only about half as bad as listening to her had.  “Siren?”

“Siren,” she confirmed, her voice cold.  Narshe winter had crept into her, as surely as Locke had, freezing even what was left of her heart.  But what did he care?  He wasn’t exactly in this to be a hero.  He just wanted his skies.  He just wanted freedom.  He deliberately invaded her personal space, backed her the single step back to the rail, arm around her to keep her from even the illusion that she might fall, and leaned close.  Her glare could kill a man, but he was already dead, like her.

“You could forget all about him, you know,” he breathed into the air between them, leaned in, knew she could feel the heat of him, “You really are beautiful.  Beautiful and resourceful and powerful.  We’d make a great team, you and I.  Rally the survivors.  Change the world.  That’s what you want, isn’t it?  I can give it to you.”  Choose me.  Let me learn how to melt the ice around you.  Love me.  He knew she’d pull away, maybe even freeze him on the deck, slap him.  But he was a gambler, so much of the thrill was in the chase, the inevitable, eventual loss.

“Setzer...” He’d never heard his name said like that before.  Celes sighed and slumped against him, unexpectedly enough that he almost staggered with her weight.  Under his hands, he could feel the tension leave her body, hers tucked neatly against his chest.  Her breath against his neck was warm (warm) and even through his astonishment that she would show such a weakness to anyone, much less him, he knew he could tilt her head up, right now, kiss her just so, and she would come undone, tumble into his bed without a second thought.  She wanted so desperately to let it all go, to be swept away, to be a woman instead of a general, instead of a hero, to spend just a night pretending to be passionate and safe and loved.  He knew what it was like, this moment, because he’d shown it to more women than he could name, trying to fill the empty places Daryl had left in his heart.  It would work, he was as sure of it as if he’d loaded the dice.

It would be a disaster.

He curled her closer, pulled her into the warmth of his coat, arms wound further around her back and placed a kiss to her temple.  

“We’ll find him, Celes.  I promise.”  Eventually.  Inevitably.

He’d do what he could.
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[personal profile] glacialphoenix 2011-11-12 02:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I love your fic; it's gorgeous. I particularly liked her using Siren.

Was this written after you joined ff_land, or before? I'm afraid it only qualifies for points if it's written after you joined.
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[personal profile] glacialphoenix 2011-11-12 04:01 pm (UTC)(link)
All right! Tagging with the !needs points tag now, then. :D ♥ And you get a shiny username tag to yourself, as well!
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[personal profile] glacialphoenix 2011-11-12 04:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't worry about it! ♥ It doesn't actually matter either way; part of my mod duties is basically to tag stuff for people. Also, tags for MWS are locked - so you can tag with pre-existing tags, but not create new ones or delete those you've already added, if you make a mistake. If you need a tag created (especially with games, pairings, etc.) just state it in the header, and I'll add them. Also, if it's a gil request from the fanworks bazaar that you're filling, just state it so people know to give you the gil and point bonus. :)
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[personal profile] glacialphoenix 2011-11-12 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
XD I have enough background in music for it to bother me, too - and even if there wasn't the question of being able to sing opera, it bothers me that she manages to memorise her lines (and the tune, of course), along with blocking out where she's supposed to stand...

I mean, it's not like she's actually watched it, so she has no clue as to what to do, at all!

[identity profile] mako-lies.livejournal.com 2011-11-12 04:49 pm (UTC)(link)
She was just going forward because she didn’t want to turn around.

This line, this line. djfdkfjdjfjd This is Celes for me.

And oh, oh Setzer ♥

This is so well done, and the idea of Siren, and just all of it. *flails*

[identity profile] mako-lies.livejournal.com 2011-11-13 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
(Sorry, to clarify the oh, Setzer ♥ was just me saying I liked how you wrote Setzer)

POINTS

[identity profile] breyzyyin.livejournal.com 2011-11-14 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
40 Points to Team Monk!

I really loved the description in your fic...and I loved how you wrote the characters, particularly seeing the story written from Setzer's perspective. There's a lot of detail, emotion, and nuance here that I thought you captured incredibly. ♥

[identity profile] deadcellredux.livejournal.com 2011-11-16 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
<3 <3 This is absolutely amazing. Coincidentally, [livejournal.com profile] notraffic and I were recently discussing how in the hell Celes could sing an opera out of nowhere, and this just nailed a perfectly-fitting solution. I love your characterization of Setzer; how he views Maria, and subsequently, Celes. And I especially loved your Celes; cold, focused, but deep down inside still yearning so hard to be human-- and within that, a woman. To me, the concepts you presented here highlight so much of her strength as a character. I've also been known to ship Celes/Setzer

(p.s.-- friending you. Hope you don't mind!)
Edited 2011-11-16 05:44 (UTC)